Shadows Forming

Shadows forming into the ocean
Scenes that steal my eyes
The form of lust we keep
Honour our words
Inside our secret lives
Together or apart

Ready to dissolve
Into the mountains
Into the snow
Bound by the energy
That strengthens from
Your love

Shadows forming into the ocean
Lines I thought I'd never say
Burnt feelings healed again
Dreams can dream again
Fragments of time
Learning the future of tomorrow
Might only be a step away

Intimate Portrayal

An intimate portrayal lies beneath this shallow ground. I cannot disguise what else has been done. I yearn for you beneath the shroud of contemplation. In silence, the rush of thoughts fill me with the dread. I yearn for you like no other. The same thing happens every day. It's not leaving either because it's taken such a grip. What useless words people will say because I do not reveal anything at all.

An intimate portrayal inside your loving skin. A stretch of time, designed by our failings. Or mine in particular. A very claustrophobic dream that I take part in as the cameraman and the director. White scratch lines forms the rain I seek to pour across the land. I don't intend to form this only for fashion or useless property. I would only feel obliged to be let back into your world where I can see you smile for me in our own little privacy.

An intimate portrayal of love bounded by obsession. Speaking so much, I feel I've misled many in the forms of truth and reason. You'd think it would be impossible to so under noble deeds but surprises often come along. I feel helpless in my desire and am I really the one for you. I put up with a thousand lies a minute in my head, I forget to think that I could be human too just like you.

An intimate portrayal is when I see that smile on your face on my bed even when you're long gone.

It only cuts deeper, the closer we become. I study reactions and I become immersed in your thoughts. Or what are our thoughts. Lingering feelings always make me uneasy. The only time I'm happy is when we're together alone and when no one's watching. Always get the feeling that I need you. I can taste the tears when we kiss. It keeps getting harder when we say goodbye.

Back on the walls from teenage dreams. The need to change becomes more urgent with passing time. If only I could feel normal again. The way I do when I'm with you. Now with every moment i wish i could hold you

The pain grows. Cuts deeper. Cuts inside my whole defences. When the light goes out at night, the pain controls my body. Takes over the system. Draining my defences. Only waiting for the moment that I wake again. Where I wake without you. Without your touch to get me through the day.

Beyond Borders

Beyond borders in the dying light of shame but dreams relate to the fast term quit of fate. Holding onto some misplaced hope that everything will be alright but the effect shows otherwise.

In these times, I hold on to hope. Displacement for the misplaced. I keep my dreams so I can hold. A camera scene for the drama queen. A new lie in the alibi. I'm coming home tonight.

The torment that becomes from the risk of being caught out. I'm aware of the pitfalls that face. Even one false move ruins everything.

The Plateau of Dreams

She created in dreams what we destroyed in nightmares. In times of happiness, in times of despair. In the shadows of our memories, I'll walk back and open my arms. Standing back at the brink of oblivion with a smile on my face. We're not lonely anymore. We don't cry tears for gold. We're on the plateau of dreams.

New Life of Love

There's nothing here that I haven't said before. Just fold the pages back underneath. There's new happiness but the same apprehension that it won't last. Another chapter from the past. You see my dreams are glittering in gold right now. I don't want them to turn to dust. I'm a mirror of my own reflection but I must be blind if I can't see.

Darkness reveals innocence in light of times gone by. The feeling of guilt lingers on even when I'm clear. If only I could touch her. If only I could be with her once again. The nights we make love remind me that I am human. Truth is there's a lot of lust still seeping within me. And she's only got the tip of the iceberg.

The new life of love is here today. It's all I've ever wanted. It's all I ever dreamed about. I just need her arms around me once more. Maybe then the new life of love can give me a love of life once again!

It doesn't take one word. It only frustrates. I'm falling deeper inside you and I won't let go. Rest face to face, desires have torched me. And our obsession to keep ourselves together intensifies day by day. I wonder how we've done it. And how we survive. I want to fall deeper in you the further I go. The happiest feeling in the world is here today and I'm caught up in my own excitement.